I have been busy reading the bible listening to Christian radio songs and sermons......I`m so grateful for these mediums allowing me to draw closer to God, to hear him and understand him. I can honestly say looking back when I first accepted Jesus it was because I couldn`t do things for myself....selfishly I wanted God to take care of me.........couple of years later now......I asked God to grow my roots stronger, strengthen me in his knowledge.......I have fought it every step of the way crying, feeling sorry for myself, I can honestly say what an ordeal!! God is saying "I love you" .....trust and obey.......