sleeep!~

Up at 4 am, sure wish I could sleep. Joint is killing me and Jaylee has to sleep touching me. Sometimes all this closeness gets me feeling claustrophobic. Took 6 motrin and cipro, please work! oopies like Jaylee says try and hang on till medication sarts working. How much pain is Terry Schiavo in? Pope? I pray they have peace and The Lord to carry them thru to heaven.

tv

It occurs to me watching tv is like window shopping. There is so much to see and do and experience. New ideas places to go things to do. I so much want to be apart of but here I sit. I look thru my window and see a wheelchair.Is this all I get......what have I done......where is my mark.....I want to live, so I pray and pray, hope, hope, hope, I wish and want..........but i`m still here. When a tree falls in the forest who hears, no one. It`s not important. Will I be important enough to hear?????? I pray and pray and pray.......