Life app. Bible-

Unbelief and rejection breaks God's heart, because He knows the consequences. But when the door of the human heart is shut, He refuses to enter forcibly. He will only knock, wanting to gain admittance. He has given us the ability to choose. But when we choose the wrong thing, He knows the repercussions that will follow—in this life and the one to come.

I can sit in a wheelchair with hope and joy...ask me why! ........

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Lead me to the Cross - Hillsongs

On Dr J Vernon McGee yesterday a listener wrote in that he was serenaded in a jail cell by Dr McGee……..that speaks volumes about God’s words and his servants he shines thru! He serenaded me with his words, and he made a way for me to come back home…who is He…..He is Jesus who died on the cross for me, God with a face, the Jesus of the Bible [ the word]…..we so much want to put a face on God…black white Asian female….who is Jesus….His character is exactly God …..all who have eyes to see and hearts to understand are serenaded by Him with his words. Truth leads to love forever … You thrill me, Lord, with all you have done for me! I sing for joy because of what you have done.
~ Psalm 92:4, NLT
Jaylee and Jaron go back to school Monday I am so ready but not ready for the changes that occur in scheduling and amount of work. I find I am getting more tired just doing mundane things like talking. It is such an effort to maintain word sounds and have caught my kids making me repeat what I say 2-3 times…progression of slurred speech apparently. Being on a phone requires too much energy so I choose who I talk too. I am trying to get Jaylee up to 2nd grade requirements and that is difficult to maintain a level I want, reading out loud is like walking. I went to a function for family at a different church. It was something I thought would last 1 hour if that, 3 hours later Eddie and Jaylee got out as fast as they could. I was dressed in t-shirt jeans and hubby too, they were starving! And I was very impressed with jelly….she with-
stood 2 ½ hours before she started squirming! …all in church were dressed in suit and ties and women in skirts and jackets and high heels. I felt out of place carrying a ball and gift bag. The preaching was 3 hours and included a preaching about going to the right church walking in a fathers footsteps and also prayers for healing. I didn’t put my hand up because I did not want to be forced to walk. I do believe in miracles… Ramona [ church family] who has Parkinson’s at our church uses a walker and she would shake a lot. The new meds she is on has reversed her condition. She was walking into church on her own and I was shocked…..but oh so happy that she has had a miracle….in the US Drs, hospitals, medications those are miracles that God has put in place to heal people today. Anyways I was surrounded by this church and prayed for, how wonderful and grateful I am that they would ask God to heal me. Nick Vujicic Joni Eareckson Tada so many who either have diseases or suffered mishaps in life are shinning examples of godly men and women who continue with “a thorn in their side” and God has yet to heal them. The preaching was done by 3 different preachers who were very skilled orators, but I had a very hard time listening or staying with them…..all preaching was out of the Bible. I did not realize how different worship in church’s are. Our Pastor talks in parables using pictures or teaching shorts teaching shorts " emphasizing the lesson from the Bible and how to live our daily lives that worship God. I also really like our band, when they sing it is the Pastor’s song written by them and is a teaching in it self. The words flash on the screen and give me time to think and understand and how it applies to me and loved ones friends and strangers, there is indeed many ways of worship at Church‘s. All my blogging is for my kids should they be reading….Jaylee, when she gets old enough to understand Jaron and Jason, I pray follow Jesus….“do you know sweetie, do you know Jesus. Have you been serenaded by His words, his truth, His love, His righteousness…… he the love of your life….open the Bible and be prepared to fall in love“!