driving!

just cruising by to see if I`m still here,...I guess so! Jaylee is visiting and I am enjoying some time to myself........I drove the car today!! for the first time since January oh joy oh joy!!!!!! how wonderful it is to leave the house! My foot is still numb...the driving foot , so a few moments of hyperventilating I`m not sure how safe it is but I will continue to push to keep myself moving with my own power. I had Jesus with me so it was exhilarating....The fall in January... surgery.. screws... plate... has been along time healing but driving .....I am on my way!!!

messages

I have been busy reading the bible listening to Christian radio songs and sermons......I`m so grateful for these mediums allowing me to draw closer to God, to hear him and understand him. I can honestly say looking back when I first accepted Jesus it was because I couldn`t do things for myself....selfishly I wanted God to take care of me.........couple of years later now......I asked God to grow my roots stronger, strengthen me in his knowledge.......I have fought it every step of the way crying, feeling sorry for myself, I can honestly say what an ordeal!! God is saying "I love you" .....trust and obey.......

valentine

my funny little valentine =]

little girl growing up

I`m still blogging!

just not here!
MySpace URL:
http://www.myspace.com/mamasathome and http://nacomparan.spaces.com I am currently in the wheelchair again due to a fall =[ but I am still learning about God and Jesus and still following his path. Somedays I really get knocked down and anxiety and fear anger runs my life but that happens less and less the more grounded I get in the word of God. I fail to see that God is not thru with me yet, and what I perceive in my little world as the end all is just a small small part of what God`s purpose is for me. Looking back thru my life ...my familys....... my grandmothers a picture emerges that God has painted and guess what it is nowhere near as bad as I thought it was. I frequently try to take control and put the colors or things the way I want.......God isn`t having that.......gently and firmly he paints our picture of OUR life how HE wants.......and you know what............its always so much more so magnificent.....so beyond what I wanted......back to my world ...kids are fighting.....life intrudes.....but God holds my hand =]