Lead me to the Cross - Hillsongs

On Dr J Vernon McGee yesterday a listener wrote in that he was serenaded in a jail cell by Dr McGee……..that speaks volumes about God’s words and his servants he shines thru! He serenaded me with his words, and he made a way for me to come back home…who is He…..He is Jesus who died on the cross for me, God with a face, the Jesus of the Bible [ the word]…..we so much want to put a face on God…black white Asian female….who is Jesus….His character is exactly God …..all who have eyes to see and hearts to understand are serenaded by Him with his words. Truth leads to love forever … You thrill me, Lord, with all you have done for me! I sing for joy because of what you have done.
~ Psalm 92:4, NLT
Jaylee and Jaron go back to school Monday I am so ready but not ready for the changes that occur in scheduling and amount of work. I find I am getting more tired just doing mundane things like talking. It is such an effort to maintain word sounds and have caught my kids making me repeat what I say 2-3 times…progression of slurred speech apparently. Being on a phone requires too much energy so I choose who I talk too. I am trying to get Jaylee up to 2nd grade requirements and that is difficult to maintain a level I want, reading out loud is like walking. I went to a function for family at a different church. It was something I thought would last 1 hour if that, 3 hours later Eddie and Jaylee got out as fast as they could. I was dressed in t-shirt jeans and hubby too, they were starving! And I was very impressed with jelly….she with-
stood 2 ½ hours before she started squirming! …all in church were dressed in suit and ties and women in skirts and jackets and high heels. I felt out of place carrying a ball and gift bag. The preaching was 3 hours and included a preaching about going to the right church walking in a fathers footsteps and also prayers for healing. I didn’t put my hand up because I did not want to be forced to walk. I do believe in miracles… Ramona [ church family] who has Parkinson’s at our church uses a walker and she would shake a lot. The new meds she is on has reversed her condition. She was walking into church on her own and I was shocked…..but oh so happy that she has had a miracle….in the US Drs, hospitals, medications those are miracles that God has put in place to heal people today. Anyways I was surrounded by this church and prayed for, how wonderful and grateful I am that they would ask God to heal me. Nick Vujicic Joni Eareckson Tada so many who either have diseases or suffered mishaps in life are shinning examples of godly men and women who continue with “a thorn in their side” and God has yet to heal them. The preaching was done by 3 different preachers who were very skilled orators, but I had a very hard time listening or staying with them…..all preaching was out of the Bible. I did not realize how different worship in church’s are. Our Pastor talks in parables using pictures or teaching shorts teaching shorts " emphasizing the lesson from the Bible and how to live our daily lives that worship God. I also really like our band, when they sing it is the Pastor’s song written by them and is a teaching in it self. The words flash on the screen and give me time to think and understand and how it applies to me and loved ones friends and strangers, there is indeed many ways of worship at Church‘s. All my blogging is for my kids should they be reading….Jaylee, when she gets old enough to understand Jaron and Jason, I pray follow Jesus….“do you know sweetie, do you know Jesus. Have you been serenaded by His words, his truth, His love, His righteousness……..is he the love of your life….open the Bible and be prepared to fall in love“!

God's Chisel

Preachers Wake Up!

voting 2010

voting 2010= character determines how they rule............ http://www.oneplace.com/player/thru-the-bible-with-j-vernon-mcgee/micah-21234-118515.html

Terry and God's seatbelts!!

Today at http://www.thecoolchurch.com/ church, Terry R. filled in for Pastor David and did an excellent job……… Terry‘s occupation a police man and Pastor….. how cool is that! did a public service announcement “wear your seat belt’!! He showed a picture of his wife and said” I love my bride, she is perfect in my eyes [maybe not yours] and gets the job done… and if you have a problem with her you have a problem with me”! Jesus has a bride TOO “the church” and says if you have a problem with her, you have a problem with me!…..Terry spoke of David and how king Saul tried to kill him in http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20samuel%2019&version=NIV 1 Samuel 19...most people would have run as far as possible to remove them selves from that situation, but David obeyed God and stayed close to the prophet Samuel….Jesus has given us “seatbelts” 1. prayer, we also have the prophets …Samuel Isaiah Jeremiah Micah….2. ”the Bible” and 3. “the church” our brothers and sisters mothers and fathers grandmothers grandfathers sons and daughters in Christ… “our church family” on this journey together in Christ to encourage, uplift, cry, joyful thru all the seasons of our life of joy trials and tribulations births deaths marriages divorces addictions diseases poverty…….… I AM FONDLY RECALLING THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE UP MY CHURCH FAMILY And they may not be perfect…..to me they are! …. GOOD AND BAD BUT YOU STILL LOVE THEM like family AND CHOOSE TO ENCOURAGE THEIR GOOD AND PRAY FOR THEIR BAD…..I wear my seatbelt in the car every where I go so much so in fact I feel naked and an impending disaster is at hand!….Thank you Terry, the reason why I love to go to church are certainly my church family and to hear the word of God plainly spoken! God’s seat belts for me!

Micah

Micah 1:7-13 Dr J Vernon McGee said Any government WILL work if it has godly men and women at the helm...even dictatorships. When godless men are in charge it assure its {governments] downfall. The character of men and women who are in government ARE IMPORTANT. The Bible bus is currently in Micah and reading chapters 1-4 is the judgement that is on Israel for sins that everybody including leaders who walked away from God's laws.....2-3 are a mirror image of our leadership YIKES! looking at this new information coming out about education how its applied and we {parents] will not know until its applied [our kids will know it first] has me on my guard. I now understand...... " you will know them by their fruits" Administration Pushes Adoption of National School Standards;

will I listen, will I stand

will I listen, will I stand AMERICA`S FUTURE http://www.intouch.org/resources/140-days-of-prayer

why we read our Bible!

Psalm 40 -2- He also brought me up out of a horrible pit,
Out of the miry clay,
And set my feet upon a rock,
And established my steps.
Psalm 40 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+40&version=NKJV ********* John MacArthur teaching is really down to earth and clear as a bell. myths about salvation.... http://www.gty.org/AudioPlayer/Podcast/1390 ***********Grace to you******** http://www.gty.org/Radio/ *********links do not work so copy and paste..sorry still learning how to work this blog!

Mercy Me - Homesick (Live)

journey in the am

June 18
journey in the am
Getting up in the morning is made so much easier when I listen to Dr J Vernon McGee. It gets me out of bed in the shower and ready to get Jaylee started on her day. Even on the weekends he has Q&A series … I find I am eager to hear what he has to say about God. 7a.m on weekdays and 8 a.m. on Saturdays….I find his voice like a Grandfather or an old friend. I have found his teachings to be in-line with the Bible, and reading Vernon McGee story reminds me how God Glorifies Him self thru His vessels that are not even alive! I prayed for help in knowing God better and He has sent my church, Vernon McGee on Christian Radio and Greg Laurie, Charles Stanley, Alistair Begg, Scott Richards, John McArthur, Mark Martin……..on MSN spaces Greg who does Bible Study….golly so many men preaching teaching God’s word…..it is so good to know the truth!…..Dr J. Vernon McGee made me thirsty for the word of God and God has filled that need ……1 John 2 http://www.oneplace.com/player/thru-the-bible-with-j-vernon-mcgee/ I don’t think its enough to say we are Christian if we are not interested in knowing who God is and what He wants from us. “Learning“, I was never interested in learning but its different now because when I get to Heaven I want to be involved….. know a little at least…if I am in a home and do not speak the language I will not be comfortable, I will be sad because all I have missed… So I am ready to know God’s language with Joy and gladness! join me in this journey of joy and gladness to know him........ .........

msn spaces

It looks as if the takeover of MSN by Facebook is turning MSN into a totally different space....change has come to my corner of the net space..maybe I can link facebook or msn...so I can follow friends who are bloggin here! =].

driving!

just cruising by to see if I`m still here,...I guess so! Jaylee is visiting and I am enjoying some time to myself........I drove the car today!! for the first time since January oh joy oh joy!!!!!! how wonderful it is to leave the house! My foot is still numb...the driving foot , so a few moments of hyperventilating I`m not sure how safe it is but I will continue to push to keep myself moving with my own power. I had Jesus with me so it was exhilarating....The fall in January... surgery.. screws... plate... has been along time healing but driving .....I am on my way!!!

messages

I have been busy reading the bible listening to Christian radio songs and sermons......I`m so grateful for these mediums allowing me to draw closer to God, to hear him and understand him. I can honestly say looking back when I first accepted Jesus it was because I couldn`t do things for myself....selfishly I wanted God to take care of me.........couple of years later now......I asked God to grow my roots stronger, strengthen me in his knowledge.......I have fought it every step of the way crying, feeling sorry for myself, I can honestly say what an ordeal!! God is saying "I love you" .....trust and obey.......

valentine

my funny little valentine =]

little girl growing up

I`m still blogging!

just not here!
MySpace URL:
http://www.myspace.com/mamasathome and http://nacomparan.spaces.com I am currently in the wheelchair again due to a fall =[ but I am still learning about God and Jesus and still following his path. Somedays I really get knocked down and anxiety and fear anger runs my life but that happens less and less the more grounded I get in the word of God. I fail to see that God is not thru with me yet, and what I perceive in my little world as the end all is just a small small part of what God`s purpose is for me. Looking back thru my life ...my familys....... my grandmothers a picture emerges that God has painted and guess what it is nowhere near as bad as I thought it was. I frequently try to take control and put the colors or things the way I want.......God isn`t having that.......gently and firmly he paints our picture of OUR life how HE wants.......and you know what............its always so much more so magnificent.....so beyond what I wanted......back to my world ...kids are fighting.....life intrudes.....but God holds my hand =]

sometimes

sometimes its good to look back and see where I was,....what I was thinking.......life's pictures.......still hooked on Jesus............reading my Bible.............keeping my eyes on God...........a little more grounded in the word.............not as gullible to TV preaching ..............sometimes discouraged,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,with falls.........kids fighting screaming............hubby doing the same =] ......time is slipping away and the disease is progressing........"be still and know that I am God" I`m still not good at hearing God =[ oh well......time marches on. http://www.myspace.com/mamasathome I do have joy in my heart.........I know where I`m going =]

new blog

I have been posting on
MySpace URL:
http://www.myspace.com/mamasathome
and on msn http://nacomparan.spaces.live.com/ too many spaces and not enough time to write and good grief it`s impossible to find my blog! So my saga continues BUT with GOD and JESUS in my heart and soul. byebye

hi

just checking to see if I still have a blog here! Praying thinking reading the bible listening to family life radio immerses me more in finding Jesus. I have fairy-tails  and magic mixed into who God is..........I'm walking Jesus with my head  up so I can keep my eyes on you so please wait for me.........I promise I won`t lose you!

hi there

cold in az.....notice the oven mitts and sock mittens! standard issue for az snow! It only lasted a couple of hours but boy did they have fun!